Happiness is just a flirt
It dangles the illusion in front of our faces only so the acceptance we’ve found in our lows is forgotten
And when it’s done its promise is pulled from under our feet
So sadness strikes us harder
it feels we were virgin to its presence and crumble
Our strengths have been stolen and we are weak and defeated and must learn once again to stand up

my heart is devoted only to pumping blood to my veins
my brain thinks of this fact alone

And yet my fingertips are numb, and my breathing slows
My heart can’t even complete this task alone

People don’t change

Ive found that despite any coherence in my position, (worthless, drained and confused) I’ve never been so blissful.
I know I’ve already fallen and it will only be too soon I hit the floor, but in limbo I am flying.
I’m happy to remain temporarily ignorant to my destruction and instead make music in the ticking hands of the clock
While the sun still shines, today is good

Melodramatic self, apathetic at best

Anonymous asked: Does Love only causes pain?

Definitely not

Anonymous asked: Do you have any tattoos?

One, and it’s not anything impressive I assure you haha

Couldn’t be happier with life at the moment. No conflicts, just happiness
Friends who I adore, the best possible family anyone could ask for and a boyfriend who I love.
Have a job, have a plan for the future and nothing but good times ahead of me.
Never really thought things would ever be this good for me, I am very lucky but forever thankful for everything I have right now

dark clouds that did drape around my neck like a scarf worn far too tight
unwind, lay in a heap behind me
the wind breathes into my skin, I’m awakened by the cool air
and I know for certain that this is because of you

As long as I keep running then it can’t catch me